Experiencing humiliation is humbling yet a hard pill to swallow. After
sharing news with people I felt of things coming to fruition, everything I
believed turned out to be taken away. I was expecting my second child &
weeks into my pregnancy I was informed there was no heartbeat. After being out
of work since 1/15/16 I started my own jewelry business and in that time
applied for a grant. Today I received a rejection email of not being a
recipient for it. Prior to these two humiliating moments I was called to
audition for a commercial I did not get called back for. I ask myself,
"When am I going to get a fucking break?" It sounds raw but you know
what...I am human. One cannot help but to be in their feelings for a moment
when you bust your ass to achieve things in life when odds are against you. As
a woman of faith I have to believe there is a great blessing around the corner.
I will not curse God because this is what the enemy wants. The Lord is my
Shepard, I shall not want. Psalm 23
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